Bipolar A Mental Illness known as Bipolar Disorder. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder Also know as OCD. This mental illness is about germ phobia and rituals. Social Anxiety Disorder Also known as Social Phobia. Can't seem to go out and enjoy yourself? Stigma People locally where I live that cause stigma. Some farther away.

Social Anxiety Disorder (also known as) Social Phobia Again this is my dealing with the illness. Not all is complete for other people and this is not what everyone deals with. I used to hide behind my caps and stuff. I would look at the floor even in small stores. I hated the thought of people all starring at me and shit. I used to go shopping past midnight because there was less people. When we had a Winn-Dixie here I would go shopping 30 minutes late at night before it closed. There was no one there but all the register ladies. They knew me, but we never talked. They were very nice ladies and respected me just coming in, getting what I needed, and leaving. I didn't ask questions and I didn't take time. Now my SAD is different. It is combining with my bipolar. I get agressive if someone stares at me. I want to rip them apart. I call them names and tell them to turn their fucking heads. Pretty much all do now that I am 220lbs and 6feet tall. But I do not wish to hurt someone. I just hate when people judge a film by it's case. purg@xpurgatoryx.com Go back 2 Mental Illnesses Go Back 2 Joker's Tears.Com Go Back 2 Purgatory