Bipolar A mental illness known as Bipolar Disorder. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder Also know as OCD. This mental illness is about germ phobia and rituals. Social Anxiety Disorder Also known as Social Phobia. Can't seem to go out and enjoy yourself? Stigma People locally where I live that cause stigma. Some farther away.

Bipolar Disorder I suffer from 'Rapid Cycling' Bipolar Disorder. Instead of my Bipolar taking weeks to change. It changes 10 or more times a day sometimes. I can be high, low, mad, angry, sad, and more in one day. My feelings can change without anyone inciting anything. Without a notice. Without anything upsetting me or affecting me. Sometimes something small could trigger my emotions and such. I have no been reponsive to any medications they have put me on. I try to fight on a daily basis with this. When I get the angry/anger part I rage very badly. Someone with bipolar is at least 25 times stronger when they are raging. I go workout in the gym in my yard. I box constantly, then I kick a kick bag constantly, I bench press weights until I can go no more, I then lift the leg weights with my legs. Then I do the free weights of dumbbells. It wears my body out so bad, sometimes it calms me down. But sometimes I am still raging. But I cannot do anything about it because I have taken away the strength. Sometimes I go for a walk. Cold or hot it doesn't matter. Sometimes I drown myself into all kinds of music. To mix up my emotions and hopefully change the bipolar cycle. When I am down. I don't want anyone around me. I usually go work on my website, write, or chat with a friend. I may go walk ar Wal-Mart or the Mall. I may watch a movie or drown myself in music. The highs are pretty bad as well. I have this want to do everything in a day. I fix stuff, I clean the yard, do laundry, and all kinds of stuff. It's wild. If you have any comments or questions please email me below. If you'd like to post stories about what you expierence on this site let me know. I'd post it without your name if you want. Thanks for listening. -chad- purg@xpurgatoryx.com Go back 2 Mental Illnesses